Keith, I am deeply sorry for your loss and offer my sincere condolences to you and your family. I lost my mom last year, just two weeks after Christmas. It's a arduous path to walk but I guarantee that the Lord will be with you every step of the way. John 3:16 guarantees eternity with our loved ones someday soon. You're in my prayers as I thank God for your father's influence and for your truly beautiful music ~